Musing

mus·ing

ˈmyo͞oziNG
noun
plural noun: musings
a period of reflection or thought.

“his musings were interrupted by the sound of the telephone”

synonyms: meditation, thinking, contemplation, deliberation, pondering, reflection, rumination, introspection, daydreaming, reverie, dreaming, preoccupation, brooding; formal cogitation

“in my musing of late, I have decided that I need more purpose in my life”